Ok. Yes, i admit. Today's probably not the best day of my life, but i'm not in any position of complain, am i?For starters, today's oral was TERRIBLE. Zhang lao shi did NOT look friendly at all. Ok, that aside, i said quite a few 'erms' too. And i had ALOT of stammering, repeating and pausing. For the conversation, that is. And i stumbled and hesitated a little at my reading too. I honestly hope i wont fail. Its 20% of my overall chinese SA2 marks! I still prefer english. -wink wink-Secondly, i failed my history test. Shucks, okay, i admit, i did not really study for that thing, but i never expected Mohenjo thingy to come out!PLUSPLUSPLUS, i have history common test(CA) on MON, and eng oral on tues. What a great life i have.And the problem with something else is that i get clothes which are a little oversized. GOODNESS, i cant fit into a 'm' sized thing! Running did not make things better.I hope i sound pessimistic, cos' i'm feeling really tired and hopeless now.And tomorrow i have to reach school, warm up, and play the instrument for Crescent's 51st Speech Day. With the whole secting being rather cold towards me. What have i done wrong, may i know. You want me to play louder? FINE. I'll play louder. Or at least i'm playing a little louder than before. But how do you expect me to bond with the section? I dont know what to say to you guys. Like what, "hi, i'm having a hard time now. And i'm just talking to you cos' i feel guilty for being so cold towards the start of the year." I hope you guys will read this, cos' i do NOT hate the section. I'm just speechless. in a good way. Just treat me as a quiet junior, will you? If i cant be what you want me to be, then just leave it. I WILL bond with you guys. i KNOW, and I WILL. I seriously need a holiday, and i'm still thinking about the Italy thing. I'm really sorry to the trombone section, that i cant be the perfect or expected junior.Ok, on to the lighter mood!I was seraching the residential dictionary, when i flipped over to 'Tan', and thought i'd look for sem 1's S2's maths teacher, "Tan Yew Hock". And guess what? i saw like 20++ 'tan yew hocks' inside! LOL.I want to watch Harry Potter tomorrow, but i have speech day in the morning, and make up tuition is like at 4.30, so yeah. And i know the guys are going to act like insane, spoilt brats who goes about saying vulgar things straight in the teacher's face and acting all cool. Sheesh. Whats their problem.But now, i'm kinda in a lighter mood, after typing all these, and i'm off to watch smiling pasta! Chiaos!Kamichama Karin<3>
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